Ok so here goes… crazy, lunatic, being lazy,
Yeah I lose interest really easy,
Getting old, say I got things to do, shoes to
fill
Damn! Is it a life or a land fill?
Shoes to fill you say, try mine for a change,
yeah sucks is it?
or is it just too tight for ya, struggling to
get out of it?
Its all good you know, but don’t judge, cuz you
know I'm not gonna budge
A little may be, in my ways, it sucks; But hey
its my ledge, I'm happy even I'm standing on the edge!!
Yeah been standing on the edge for a while now,
keep looking back and forth through this haze,
Trying to find an escape through this goddamn
maze,
Life flashes in front of your eyes when you
die, but its hard to see when you have 1000 watts of light focused on your
eyes,
I’m stuck with my past, but my future is what keeps me awake at night, gives me nightmares and sweats,
Keep in mind everything’s cost blood, sweats
and tears,
Like my lazy mind gives a shit to my logic,
feeling like a misfit living in fear,
Or is it Parkinson’s? Schizophrenia, dementia
or just a state of mind?
Going back and forth with these conversations
in my brain
Babbling like someone has put a gun to my head,
Wrong time, wrong place, why me, why not me…just
shut up and give me a break.
