No we never made any promises of a heaven or
hell
Never thought we needed any, like those gods
that you worship
To bow and crumble in fear on your knees, to
worship;
In fear of that whip that they slash the winds
with,
Or in the hope of that heaven, appears far and
distant.
It was irrelevant in our eyes, we saw only what
we wanted to,
As we always do, and I wanted to see you with
my own eyes.
To behold the glory of that sunshine, in the
hope of bathing myself in it,
In the hope of washing away all my sins and
shortcomings,
All I wanted for you to rise and shine your
light on this trembling and timid soul of mine.
And then, may be only then I could ask for
something more from this life,
As a human, to live, love and may be praise you
for being you.
But I am lost and forsaken, forgotten by you
like many others
That you glanced only to say we aren’t worth
it.
And its hard to forget once you know the taste,
The bitter-sweetness, you know what you’ve been
missing all your life,
And its hard to live again without it,
But you know its lost, the one you’ve always
wanted and still do,
You long for it, the nights drag on like a
never ending road to nothingness,
You wish for a change of heart, though you know
it’ll never happen.
May be you’ll hear them calling your name again
and they’ll welcome you with a smile,
One that only can be compared to a lover’s
mischievous sweet smile,
And we will go back to our lives as we were
supposed to, all this will be a memory of a time.
Miracles don’t happen in life or do they?