Ramblings Of A Mad Man

No we never made any promises of a heaven or hell

Never thought we needed any, like those gods that you worship

To bow and crumble in fear on your knees, to worship;

In fear of that whip that they slash the winds with,

Or in the hope of that heaven, appears far and distant.

It was irrelevant in our eyes, we saw only what we wanted to,

As we always do, and I wanted to see you with my own eyes.

To behold the glory of that sunshine, in the hope of bathing myself in it,

In the hope of washing away all my sins and shortcomings,

All I wanted for you to rise and shine your light on this trembling and timid soul of mine.

And then, may be only then I could ask for something more from this life,

As a human, to live, love and may be praise you for being you.

But I am lost and forsaken, forgotten by you like many others

That you glanced only to say we aren’t worth it.

And its hard to forget once you know the taste,

The bitter-sweetness, you know what you’ve been missing all your life,

And its hard to live again without it,

But you know its lost, the one you’ve always wanted and still do,

You long for it, the nights drag on like a never ending road to nothingness,

You wish for a change of heart, though you know it’ll never happen.

May be you’ll hear them calling your name again and they’ll welcome you with a smile,

One that only can be compared to a lover’s mischievous sweet smile,

And we will go back to our lives as we were supposed to, all this will be a memory of a time.

Miracles don’t happen in life or do they?