If I Never See You Again

If I never see you again and this winter never ends,

On a snowy day or may be at night under the bright blue moon,

In a world that’s going further away from you.

With every breath and each passing moment

Seems like an eternity has passed between us,

And the world has collided, in a never-ending war

We struggled and fought, like other toy soldiers

And failed.

Failed to show that we cared enough to carry on and push forth,

The obstacles of our minds and our timid souls.

So if I never see you again in a world further away from you;

I’ll remember you, not just like another memory that’s just there to be forgotten with time,

And like all the others, even though there weren’t many.

May be a glimpse of past will remind me of you,

Some songs or a familiar voice; or may be a walk in the darkest night.

There’s so many to choose from, I’ll just pick any and you’ll be there.

So if I never see you again, I’ll keep my eyes closed to keep you there.

And you’ll still be in my tangled threads of memory,

Like a spider’s web, it’s hard to find the beginning and the end,

Funny things these memories, even the happiest hours bring the tears

In a lonely hour, in the hour of need.

May be I’ll never see you again and it won’t tear you apart as it’ll me.

But I wish the memories we created doesn’t bring you any pain as it does to me,

I hope our happiest hours doesn’t bring any tears for you,

And if you remember us, remember our silly talks and idle walks,

Even though the seemingly endless road has ended for me,

I hope it never does for you.

So if I never see you again, this’ll be my last letter to you and may be this’ll set me free.